I always knew that life was busy with a newborn, but throw in life with a special needs infant and I can't even begin to explain the daily chaos. On top of phone calls, doctors appointments, medical supply companies, in home nurse visits we are constantly on the go. The only time I get to sit down through out the day is when I go pee or pump milk.
Through all this craziness the dryer is broken and my cell phone is intermittently working and our internet service has gone down. I may just go crazy if life doesn't slow down. I know that all these things are happening for a reason, a reason I really don't see at this time, but I know I will survive...somehow.
Amongst this storm we have been blessed with a calmness, a peaceful angel. Noelle is a very special child. A child that is so clam and sweet. The spirit and peace she brings into our home is amazing, every time I hold her and look at her she clams the storm around me, all the stress and chaos disappears. She is such a blessing
I know that everything that we are dealing with is preparing us and shaping us into who God wants/needs us to be. I am trying my hardest to remain positive and faithful. This journey is not easy, but I know I am not alone.
Thank you for taking the time to blog. I cannot imagine everything you are going through. Thank you for being the mother that little Noelle needs. Thank you for understanding your role in her life on earth. She is grateful I am sure that you are there for her, along with your other stewardships. Thank you for being you.
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